We have probably all been asked, or have asked ourselves, questions which really cause us to look inward and examine ourselves. (Not, "Would you like fries with that?") I was reading in my devotions this morning a couple questions that the Psalmist repeatedly asked himself. I've read these questions before but I don't think I have paid them that much attention before, or saw them in this light.
Three times in Psalm 42 & 43 the author asks, "Why am I so discouraged? Why is my heart to sad?"
As I read these questions this morning I realized that the author was fully aware of his physical circumstances and the difficulties they posed. He wasn't asking what was causing the emotions he felt, he was asking himself why he had allowed invalid emotions to overtake him. My first thought at reading this today was amazement at his emotional (spiritual) maturity to be able to take stock of his own emotions and recognize them as invalid. So many times we automatically assume that the emotions we feel in any given moment are valid and appropriate and that someone else needs to change in light of them.
But this wasn't the case with the author. With a keen awareness of what was causing his negative emotions, he evaluated them in light of God's goodness and unfailing love and he comes to the recognition that he did not have any right to allow those emotions to remain. From this place of awareness he takes a necessary step forward in the opposite direction of his current emotions. He sums up those actions with these statements, "I will put my hope in God! I will praise him again-my Saviour and my God!" Once again, I'm challenged by this example of spiritual maturity.
I don't think there is a problem when negative emotions occasionally pop up in our lives (unless of course the same negative emotions are repeatedly occurring). The problem comes from how we choose (yes, it is a choice) to respond to those emotions. Do we allow them to influence our speech, actions and attitudes or, do we evaluate them in light of God's goodness and grace.
This is never an easy question to ask ourselves because in the heat of the moment the emotions we are feeling usually feel so justified. But true growth and maturity comes when we our lives are lived in response to God's goodness in our lives versus the difficult situations we may find ourselves in.
All of a sudden 'would you like fries with that?' seems like a much more desirable question doesn't it? It doesn't cost me that much or significantly challenge me. But I also won't grow in a way I want to grow if that's the only question I'm willing to wrestle with.
Anyways, those are just some thoughts from my devotions this morning.
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